Pieces of Me.

Why Bother

Its gotten to the point that i shouldnt even bother anymore….it shouldnt phase me or get to me like it does. Ive tried so hard for things not to fall apart, but its not all my fault. When your in a relationship its about spending time with that person and making them feel special and showing them that they are important. How do you think i feel when youre always gone. Your either at work or working out and the little time we do get to spend together your on your phone, or just not even there mentally. why do i even bother to deal with this if ive made it a point that i dont feel like I’m anywhere close to a priority to you. you cant take 2 days off a week to just spend with me instead of a workout, or even work out during the day so nights we can just unwind together. you act like i am asking for so much here when really all i want is your time….but i guess for your world it is too much. Youve made it clear you cant give me all the time i want and i deserve someone that can but why am i still here then? Once this ends im done for good because all it is doing to me is hurting me and i cant keep playing this game with you. You are losing out on someone that has been there for you when no one else was. but thats ok because the future has to be better than this. One day the right guy will come into my life and show me what it is to mean the world to someone just sorry it cant be you.